My flesh and blood

The psychological wall becomes a physical one
my own flesh and blood behind a door
lying and cheating her way
not looking me in the eye
but using her words to decry her friends
and stealing parts of me and her siblings away
keeping up her show of she as victim in this war of unconditional love
the rest of us as enemy
I love her so much it does me pain to see her in such a way
My deepest fear is to lose her to something I do not comprehend
and which I feel is so far away from where I want me and her to be
I love her so it does me so much pain
Hold me, please.
Let me hold you, please.
You are so dear to me as if you were ther last person on earth.
My only thoughts are to protect you and defend you.

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